hMmm...

perhaps it is because ive always been on the "moving" end of things, the one leaving and transitioning into something, somewhere new or maybe its because until recently ive always had an ability to flee from any emotions that begin to make their way to the surface, or it may be because ive never experienced again, until recently, friendships that are real and deep and meaningful but whatever the reason, im experiencing a transition that is really hard. im thinking that the third proposition is most likely the culprit as the past 4 years have opened my eyes to what true friendship and love looks like. community, rather Christ's community is a beautiful thing and friendships cultivated through time result in a love that runs deep. which is why tonite seems particularly hard. the hicks family has moved this weekend. although it is only cincinnati to which they've gone, i guess the reality that they will no longer be within 20 minutes of a last minute ice cream social or a random lunch meeting is sinking in. i am unable to adequately describe what this family has meant to joey and me the last couple of years other then just that, family. im suspecting those who've experienced Christ's love through His people in the past, probably have a little glimpse into those who are moving on.... they are truly examples of Christ's love expressed here on earth and i am so thankful for all of them. i know that i will see them often as well as eternally, and this is all very good. reality stands though and i will miss them and miss them dearly. love to you all....