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my blog was not self-destructed as I'd planned. Therefore, it lives on. and will continue to live on as i have made the decision to reunite to the world of blogging. is There any reason to avoid doing something you like to do when the reason of avoidance is a reason that brings victory to the object of avoidance. Even if that avoided object is unaware that it has scored a victory, it still goes down as a winning mark in the avoided object's recordbook because that avoided object is still exerting some form of control as an activity is avoided simply because of this avoided object. this may make no sense, but i think that the core of what i was trying to convey is why so many people out there dont really live life...it may range from terrified paranoia to avoiding something such as blogging, but at any stage, someone else stays in control. and i just have a problem with that. please, feel free to call me Oprah:)